Simplistic Chaos

Simply Chaotic It was a while ago when I really questioned who I was, and what I wanted to be. My mind, as slowly developed as it was in Kindergarten, never saw the person who he would have become today to be... This is a short excerpt a brief visual montage into my life.  As a child, I saw my father struggle to support my older brother and I. I saw my dad as this super hero. who went from a struggling late university student thriving to get his teacher's credentials to a struggling father and dealing with his suffering wife of 3 times cancer operations. I wanted to be like him, and in some sense I am. Howeeveer, fast-forwarding 10 years later in high school. I saw my dad, slowly give up... let himself just become stagnant.  So I told him, "Let's go to the gym dad. You're always at home now stuck to that old CRT TV." Days of going to the gym with my dad, I noticed something off about him. Then I overheard him speaking to my grandpa's ex girlfriend about my gra